Homesick or sick??
Everytime online with friends tellling them i'm sick...The first question they will asked is it HOmesick??? Hahaha.......... I want to say i'm not but i serious misssss my home so much...Everyday dream of nice foods, Silver drove me around the town, mom's cooking and so on......Chat with 10 ppls, 10 ppls asked me the same question.."why dun go back?"..
I'm also not clear why i don't go back...I really miss my home and so on....My feeling tells me that i obviously want to go back Malaysia....What JAck said was right, i still got so many years at here..Still got a lot of time to work here and somemore, My master dissertation duration is 1 year and that time i serious can work......Wny want to work now?? Why why why ?? The question always appear in my mind....
But in my mind i'm sure and noe what is the reason i dont want to go back....It is not because i want to earn money, it is not because i'm happy at here and it is because i kept my promise...Even now i havent find a job and it is not easy to get one..or i can say that i'm not determine to find !!! Everyday sick make me lazy to walk, the more i feel sick the more i miss my family....Sobs sobs........Karen even asked me am i angry of her coz she said recently i'm not happy n seldom talk....I'm sorry Karen but it is just because i'm not feeling well....(^_^)......
posted by Sweet N SoUr memories @ 7/03/2005 02:47:00 PM
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stand tough and don't fall! make mistakes as a lesson. just go with ur stand. ok...peace!
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